i've had a lot of female friends, sometimes they seem too close to me that i often times can't get the real meaning of their closeness, i sometimes go the extra miles of having sex with them courtesy of their nature, but the fact remains that at times they fuck me out of their sex starved imagination and not because they really love me and i've held on for so long still trying to see if i can find a girl that can love me the way i want, but each time this sexual feeling comes to me i think of nothing than my female friends, can i see this and insinuate that they love me or they just enjoy the fun? what do i do? presently, i'm madly in love with one of them but she'll never give me a chance, i've tried my best but to no avail, how do i really let her know that i love her without raising suspicion and how do i know that she loves me if there has to be any body language displayed by her?